The first time I held a human brain in Anatomy Lab I was completely speechless. I looked at my classmates expecting a similar reaction and they looked back at me confused like…”dude let’s start identifying the structures.” I had to take a step back and let it process…in my hands was someone’s entire life. From start to finish, every memory, every emotion, every bodily control…was right there in my hands.
" I got two hands, one beating heart. And I’ll be alright, I’m gunna be alright"
So it’s been two weeks of my girlfriend pushing me away, saying cause of moving houses she is stressed and everything she needs to reprioritize, and honestly it feels like i’m not even in the top five. I have been fighting to feel loved, or even wanted. I am miserable but really do love her. She says this will pass, but will it?
3 days away from my two year on T!